it’s raining for the first time since i moved into my apartment. it sounds so beautiful…. like abnormally beautiful. it’s really loud but peacefully so. sigh. what a reflection of my mood, though. i’m losing sight of everything today. i wish you were here.
So sad. So lonely.
my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate
literally EXACTLY what i am trying to cultivate for myself currently.
my girlfriend keeps bags of dog food in her car so that if she’s driving around and sees a stray dog she can feed it….. am i dating a literal angel or?
it’s kind of a long story but i suppose technically tumblr!! though we’ve lived about 10 minutes apart for the last like 7 years and always knew who the other person was, hahaha. i reached out to her when she was going through a hard time and we instantly connected (as friends) then sorta just fell for one another after a few months…. that is the mega simple version! <3 thank you sweet anon :,)